Working on Myself

I just recently was dumped. It was a short relationship but it was with someone I really loved and trusted. Meaning I am quite sad. It was my fault it ended. I was jealous of others and a few other things. I am now somewhat glad the relationship has ended. While I love him as much as I originally did, it helped me realize some things about myself I don't like. Most of which is my lack of confidence. I had originally thought I was going to better myself (for myself of course) think about my future and what kind of relationship I would want to be. I keep returning to the fact that I want to be in a relationship with him. It seems unlikely for any hope of this. We're still friends, I am glad of this. He is a wonderful person. I admire so many of his characteristics and enjoy my time with him. Oh well, I'll just keep working on myself as planned. I will be sad but it will go away. At least now I'll have time to work on my writing. I plan on working on a story I've had in mind for awhile. All thats need is minor details. I also have a couple of songs I had written for him (he's a musician) but never wrote down. Maybe I'll post those as well.